My heart's broken and you leave me so damaged.
I can't eat or sleep and I hate sitting at the dinner table cause I have to force food down my throat no matter how nauseous I feel, choke back on my tears and pretend everything's good.
I don't wish to be so depressed all the time and I wish I can genuinely say I'm fine but I know I'm far from it.
Your words keep ringing in my head and I keep thinking about everything and I'm breathless with trying to keep up with you. I think I'm one month behind...
I can feel myself slowly going insane and I don't wanna be Britney.

Will you please say something to me?
No msn chats, no smses, no phone calls, no emails, no nothing...
I'm about to die alone and you probably won't even know.
Would you even shed a tear if I'm gone?
x o x o