I just got two of my wisdoms removed!! Like finally.
The dentist gave me a soft toy to hug throughout the surgery and I actually did put it to use. I know! So embarrassing! I was so nervous that I kept talking to the dentist, asking her stupid questions like is it bleeding, is it disgusting, are you sewing it now?
I bet she was irritated. Haha!
The feeling's super disgusting at first. It's like numb and heavy and raw. Okay, I can't give a very accurate description but you get the drift.
( should have like go get my tongue pierced and a huge tattoo on my neck since since they were pretty much unfeeling slabs of meat! Haha. But no cause pain is pretty much part of the point of getting a piercing/tattoo. Heh.)
It bled quite a bit at the beginning and when I changed my gauze, there was this piece of blood clot stuck on the gauze. Pretty damn gross. Like period. Oops, too much info?
Oh, they returned me my teeth. GROSS. I wanted to put up a picture of it but decided it's totally, overly gross. Haha.
OMGz.
The anaesthetic's wearing off very quickly and the pain's coming on very quickly (duh)!
It's not damn pain like unbearable but it's a constant ache and it's very very annoying and disturbing and simply unappeasable.
I'm just icing my cheeks and chowing down ice cream like there's no tomorrow. Okay, at least there's a reason for my to eat ice cream 24/7 and grow fat. Yay.
Y'know staring into people's mouthful of rotten teeth ain't that bad afterall if u can earn like six hundred bucks in thirty minutes! Wouldn't you?!
I am so kiasu can?!
I just finished (well, almost) selecting the units I will be wanting and needing to take for my course!
They advised on taking a double major so I tailored mine to fit that. Hoho. I hope I can cope (omgzxz, it rhymes).
I can't decide to double with Public Relations or with Media Studies. Boo.
Oh, I also manage to squeeze in Creative Writing and some abstract thing like Structure, Thought and Reality and maybe Design. Hoho. Artsy fartsy! So exciting!
SEE!
Haha. I feel so enthusiastic about stuff lately and I don't know why!
I think it's cause in just ONE MORE FUCKING DAY, THE GF IS COMING BACK!
OMGZzz!
!!!!!
Yes, that is whyyyy!!
Very, very, very, ecstatic!
I know, so gay and irritating but WTF okay?! Cause I really am (ecstatic)!! Heh. (x
And and and, I've been doing these sketches whenever I feel artistic (just shush if you don't think so okay?)
(please ignore the signature indulgence. was practicing for my card la! :x)cause I'm thinking of erm...
Getting inked
(with porklet, no less). HOHO.
Still thinking, quite convinced... Hmm.
My exciting Taiwanese Ah-mah show just ended and I can't sleep cause my dental appointment's at eleven and I am quite afraid, somehow, though it's only a check-up!
I think it's cause I'm gonna be going alone, that's why!!
AH! AHH! AHHH!
Damn. But plus plus plus point, hair salon after that!
Say YAY and be gay.Okay, maybe just say YAY!
Y'know, I don't think I'll be able to sleep later either cause I'll be too friggin' excited so three days with less than eight hours of sleep? Hmm... Damn bloody sexy!
Goodnight y'all!
Oh, but y'know, I'm facing something perplexing right now, like should I decide what to wear or try get some eye shut?
Mwahaha! Okay.
Loves!
x o x o
Pictures from a few days back!
Hilton Hotel - pre-departure seminar.
It was sucha waste of time cause I already read the whole powerpoint presentation online.
Crystle said it's for people who can't read. Haha.
Oh and you can totally see the Singapore culture there cause no one dared to raise their hands to ask any questions. I'm different, I had no questions! Lol.
Finally, Funny! (:
Telepathy personified! So omgzz embarassing! Haha.
We were trying to pretend we just ended work and were in uniform by talking out loud how tiring work was and how one of us should've brought a change of clothes but I think nobody actually bothered. Mwahaha.
But steff gave me a very pretty and funky lesportsac purse and I lovesss it! So I didn't mind having worn the same clothes at all at the end of the day. Hehe.
Loves you sweets!
Cartel! I love the free-flow bread! Heh.
They don't have the fifty percent off cakes after ten anymore y'know??! Super devastated.
I'm quite embarassed to say this but I wanna watch Jolin's concert!! Hahaha.
She's the concert kinda artiste cause you can always expect flamboyant outfits and great dancing! Okay, I've decided that I'm not embarassed cause idon'tcarewhatyouthink. Hoho. I won't get to watch it anyways and that's pretty sad. Sigh. Guess I'll be missing Jay Chou's one too if he's coming. BOO! Is there a possibility that he might go to perffff? Mwahaha! I wanna watch a rock concert too cause I've never been to one. So sad. Oh ya, and musicals and plays too!!
Porklet, can you bring me to one of these sometime pleaseee?I can't believe I'm hooked on this Taiwanese Drama now! You know one of those with that Ah Chen guy?? Yeah! I'm watching it now and it's damn exciting!!
It's like this wicked woman, she went to America to have this face-off surgery and she took on the identity of another woman (which she hid somewhere of course) and now she's back in Taiwan, stealing the other woman's husband and caused a huge hurricane amongst this group of friends and killing people. Thing is there are still people who trusts her a lot and it's damn annoying when she tilts her head sideways and give that sly, youcanneveroutwinme smirk. It's climax-ing cause they're gonna expose her soon!!
Omgz. I can't wait till tomorrow fiveAM! Ya laaaaa... I got no life.
Goodnight and goodbye!
Gonna go sleep and hope that when I wake, I'll become more artistic. HAHA. I don't know why but I like to be artistic can?!
BYE.
x o x o
Haven't been doing much except sleeping in late, eating late and sleeping late. It's the ultimate weight gaining routine man!
I think I'll probably die from some imbalance of something cause my lifestyle's so erratic and topsyturvy. Haven't been going out alot and I think it's turning me into a sociophobe. Or maybe I'm just getting old and you know how old(er) people don't like to socialise.
I remember once, I haven't left home in many days and when I saw this huge crowd at topshop, I got kinda frustrated and a little flustered. Maybe I have a phobia of crowds (agoraphobia, I just checked it on the net. I like these somethingphobia words!) too.
Or maybe I'm just getting too dependent now. Like I can't go outside alone? Okay, I know it sounds lame. Haha. Yeah okay, whateverrrrz laaa. I don't know whatthefugg.
I watched Dancefloor just now and I don't think it's gonna be half as good as So You Think You Can Dance. I really liked the show, especially towards the end where almost everyone was damn good. Haha. But I still think I'll miss the Singapore shows - Ch8 Dramas, Ch5 Sitcoms, ChU Variety shows and the copycat reality TV where I might see my neighbour saying she's the next Superstar - when I'm gone! Boo.
Anyway, I'm gonna get my wisdom tooth extracted. I don't know when but I am gonna do it before I leave cause I really have to and I really want to. It's making my teeth crooked and I don't wanna leave it till six months or a year later cause by then I think I'll need braces, which will then cost more money, pain and vanity-sacrificing. For the record, I am damn scared. I still don't know where my threshold of pain lie on the pain-o-meter, I've never in my life had my tooth extracted or anything except polished at the dentist ever and this is gonna be an mini op, I suppose. Someone please tell me it doesn't really hurt that much.
You know, I was excited and anxious more than anything else about going to oz like one month ago but now I'm just nervous, scared, sad and really guilty. I feel bad for like almost everything I do and it's driving me crazy. You see, I feel bad about something and I just keep feeling bad about it and all these things run through my mind when I close my eyes and then I think I'm on the brink of death. It's really tearing me apart cause I can't sleep unless I'm really really really tired, which is really really really bad for health, right? Back to going to perff, I'm really scared to go now! The only consolation? I won't be alone. Yay.?
On a brighter note, four more days till the porklet's return! Yayzxz!
And the ultimate sweetheart!!
OMGzz. Cute right?
And she finally mastered playing dead, complete with hands up, surrender style!
I really hate to leave her alone...
I miss you porklet... Best of luck for your exams and loves you! (:
x o x o
I've found myself a new hobby in the past few days!!
I've been trying to train my bunny to
yes, play dead! HAHAHA.
How adorable please!
I know the chances of her mastering it is like one percent but what the hell, it's damn hilarious. Hehe.
Oh, how I wish she could go in my luggage. ):
x o x o
| Your True Love Is an Aries |
Why you'll love an Aries:
An Aries has the red-hot seduction skills to woo you
Never boring, an Aries will give you the romantic challenge you crave!
Why an Aries will love you:
You have the intensity and energy to go head to head with your Aries...
And the undying passion to keep an Aries coming back for more. |
If it's true, will you be coming back for more?
I think I'm losing you somewhere.
As we ran over the bridge and shouted across the streets
As we spun webs of deceit and built walls of defence
As we held on tightly and spoke loosely
As we loved like we never did
I think I'm losing you somewhere.
I tried to be the one you will need
Even if the world spins us by
Even though it's been tough and the birds sometimes won't sing
I still play your melody in my head
But I think I'm losing you somewhere.
I reach out to only feel the cold
The wind send chills of pain piercing the very core of my bones
The night manifests my broken heart
I reach out again in hysteria to only find
I'm really losing you somewhere.
I jumped out of bed raw and terrified
Like a laceration came to life
Thinking I lost you to somewhere
Tears of blood and blood of passion
I hate losing you to anywhere.
Am I losing you somewhere?
...And somehow you're worth the pain.
x o x o
I'm back to my disgusting sleeping habits where I don't hit the sack till the day breaks and the sun shines!
I know it's really bad but I don't know why I'm putting myself through these gloomy, lonely nights. Just can't seem to shut my eyes and sedate my mind.
Oh wells...
I can't believe I'm gonna be gone soon from the face of Singapore! Like less than a month please... I will certainly miss home and sweet people. UGH.
I'm like scared and sad, yet excited and happy and totally unprepared!
Pretty overwhelming...
Seriously hope I'll keep my desire to do well this time round and not disappoint.
AHH! Kinda freakin' out!
Anyway, I was browsing the photos in my com and I came across these...
We so need to do that again, before I go!
I haven't seen her in damn long...
I miss you, funny!
Note-to-self: Message funny asap.
I miss you too... ):
I know I'm sounding so gay and needy but I think I'm so
lovesick.
Boo. ):
x o x o
HUH.
Maybe abit? Mwahaha.
I think I can agree that I'm depraved and perverted(?!). Lol. Anyhoos, I'm gonna start reciting obscure texts and speaking in sexy verse. As the petals fallWith the ticking of the clockI count the times I've been out of sortsThe crashing rainThe chilling coldThe summer hotsAre still the sameALonely journeyWithout your touchAs I count the starsWith the rising of the sunI number the secondsTill I'm back into your armsOne two threeFour hundredFive thousandThe bluest of skiesThereTo greet us againWith love and intimacy
Okay, there's gotta be at least one person that's seduced, no?!
(GF??!!)
I wanted to use lechery in place of intimacy!! HAHAHA. But no, it spoils my tranquil, subdued use of nature but that's the first word that came to my mind! I know, roll-eyes. :x
Loves!
x o x o
Tsk. I hate the new blogger/old blogger thing.
Seriously WTF. Haha. Such labels are eyesore but I don't know why. I mean why do I have to settle with being called old just cause I haven't 'switched'?
Or maybe labels in general are just annoying. Haha.
Anyway, point of this post is that I feel like a bloody sexy heroine out of a funky comic now at four thirty in the morning cause I just killed a freaking HUGE cockroach by myself!!
I am really feeling the pride grow man.
I used to just run away or leave it but today I decided to pick up the can of insecticide and spray mercilessly! Might as well take the chance to practice since my dad won't be killing insects for me for the next few years right?
HAHA. I am how proud please?
The satisfaction is like mountain-topping, especially when you see it from scurrying to struggling! Hoho.
I left the body there to show-off!
Okay, I just didn't dare pick it up. Bleah. Hehe.
But I DID kill it and THAT's a feat! (:
Smack that has been bobbing in my head since yesterday's ride home. My gawdd.
Talking about yesterday, I wanted to box the ah neh that open car doors for hotel guests(whatever is the proper term) at Oriental Hotel cause after queueing for 324141hours for cab, he said that the MRT is operating 24hours on that day, which turn out to be a big hoax! Bloody idiot! Hope you rot and die.
Thankfully Sweet's bf, now affectionately named roro, whom I wouldn't name best driver of the year, came to send us home or the rage in me could make me walk back and stick a vibrating handphone up the ah neh's ass. Haha.
Hope you open car doors for life. PUI.
:Sweets, I loves you many many. hugssupertight.Yesterday's new year wasn't very happy but now I'm happy-new-year, whatever that means. YAY!
I heart break-ups and make-ups - it's the process!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
(x
x o x o
!!! 2007
I need no resolutions cause they just serve to remind me how irresolute I am. Haha.
So, really, let's settle for wishes instead though they don't exactly always come true. Heh.
I wish for all those whom I love, which includes myself of course, to be very very happy and for a smooth year ahead of them.
Yeah, I think that's the most important thing.
Or I can go with Clara's ultimate greedy wish - I wish all my wishes come true.
Hahaha.
Whatever.
The fireworks were fantastic. They made me ecstatic!
Just a little some
thingone's missing...
):
HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL!!!
Loves.
x o x o
