Stayed up the entire night again. Left home for the airport at 6 in the morn to send Poorn off at the airport. She's leaving for India again. I hope she doesn't disappear this time cause we've got tentative holiday plans. Haha.

The cold and damp air of early morn reeks of familiarity; it smelt like the air-conditionless nights I spent entwined with you at yours.
There's now a pungent emptiness to it but yet, a pleasant kinda sadness lingers at the back of my throat thereafter.
I smile with an ache in my heart, knowing that within me, I can never bear to let you part.

I'm not fine but I guess you'll never know.

I think I'm now tired enough to have a relatively good nap. I hope Steff's meeting me later so I can sleep like a dead log tonight.
x o x o