呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后 慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福 遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮 走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道 我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠
继续等待 还心甘情愿的 不 想 逃

当爱失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮 走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了 穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道 我只想不被打扰

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 一直会让我依靠
继续等待 心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的同调
一个人无理取闹 两人世界的煎熬
我被自己 困在自己设下的 圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见 傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱 还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的同调
一个人无理取闹 两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的 圈套

假装自己已解开冰冷的 手铐

I have that song on repeat and I should be at a Jolin concert now!
Damn!

I miss made-in-Singapore chinese dramas...
When I get my broadband, I'm gonna subscribe to MOBTV!
Wonders, wonders of technology!

One week has passed and work done is about ten percent? Really pathetic.
I hate Mass Comm. It's pretty tough (imho).

I bought an exercise wheel and a hoolahoop and skipping rope (2-in-1!!) yesterday! I was so excited that I used them the moment I got home and since I haven't exercised since forever, my body ached like shit this morning!! Zomg. And all I did was like twenty on the skipping rope, twenty-five on the exercise wheel (that was killer!) and a total of approximately 25mins on the hoolahoop! I need to exercise!

Think we might (cause our plans seldom materialise) go on a one-day-trip to Swan Valley tomorrow. Can't say I'm excited (cause I'm not quite the sightseeing person but having said that, I might enjoy it) but it certainly beats sitting in my room, freezing my fat ass off, trying to decipher (yes, decipher! trust me, it's cryptic.) a textbook.

Porklet's napping on the (WHOLE) bed and it's seriously not helping my situation. Every five minutes I turn around and look at her and images of me using a huge shovel (or whatever you call that enormous spade) to shove her to the floor keep filling my head. HOHO.

I think I have an attention span of a baby cause I can't read pass five pages (when it comes to textbooks and the like). So torturous! I also have NO sense of urgency. The fire needs to be half a metre away from me before I start running.
I have to e-mail my group members my part by today. So good luck to me!
But I really just wanna sit here and stone or doodle or twirl my hair - y'know, anything but the book? ):
Gosh. I should really just go.and.die cry try.

Jolin Tsai is singing me a lullaby through my earphones.
That's my cue.
Goodnight.
Lol.
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