Yayness! One week has passed!
I have about seven more weeks! Things are getting better and I'm getting stronger. (:
Just opened the eighth paperheart and though the sweetness was plain to see, the bitterness just drains my heart. I'll just have to keep myself occupied and I know I'll be fine. This countdown thing kinda works. Heh.
Oh ya, baby, if you're reading this, why the hell did you write in flourescent yellow??! Haha! It's hardly visible to my failing eyesight, please!!

Hello, I need a high-paying job, someone!!
I need to fly Perth before I shrivel up and fucking die?
Bleah.

Anyway, I cannot understand why people question the matters of heart. It's damn stupid cause I mean could you answer me if I asked you why you fell in love??
Like how the phrase 'fall in love' suggests, it's supposed to be free and out of control, like 'fall down'? Get what I mean? And when you're asked why do you love this particular someone, your answer should be idon'tknowijustdo.it'sweird or something like that.
Love's never something guarded by logic, at least in my opinion, so stop asking me stupid questions.
Say I'm a hopeless romantic if you like cause y'know, I just might be that person you read in the papers tomorrow who helped her lover dispose off a dead body and cover up a murder, I just might.
If one day I ever have to feel the pain cause it has all come to an end then so be it. I will face the pain. Cause this is what I want now and this is what I will be wanting until things doesn't go my way...
So really, I ain't really foolish until everything fails and so, quit the questions. I can't answer.
And now, I'm thinking how stupid I've been when I kept questioning myself in the past.
Hmm...

I hate the social stigmas that stupid people create cause I'm a victim.

Love knows no boundaries fullstop
x o x o