It was exhausting getting the whole BBQ thing to run smoothly and without letting the love know before hand.
Thank God for trusty helping hands, Poornima and Renjun or it wouldn't be sucha success. Haha.
I'm glad the people who mattered came and I'm glad the love had a good time.

Seriously, it was mixed feelings as I went through with the whole plan.
I didn't even know why was I making it a celebration when I'm constantly weeping inside... I wasn't even happy.
The event doesn't call for a celebration, at least not for me.

I know it's gonna make sound so weak and useless but I really have no idea how I'm gonna live the next four months, as from about eight hours later. )':
I AM REALLY DAMN SAD FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
I can even cry on cue...
Even the almighty Gods are warning me. Nothing good happened today and that's a sign, an ominous sign.

To the one and only love*:

Dearest baby, you'll be leaving me in a matter of hours, a vast difference from the past almost-ten-months...
We've had our good times and some bad but I've no regrets.
You made my life a sunshine bliss and I thank you for that.
I'll leave out the more mushy and private stuff but I'll still like to end off with a big I LOVE YOU!
I really do. (:
I wish for angels to watch over you,
I wish for you to be safe, sound and happy,
I wish for success in your studies,
I wish for you, good luck.
Take very good care of yourself cause I can't be there to do so.
You'll always be on my mind. (:
x o x o