Last night's drama was definitely located at the worst venues ever, I swear!
Both places were so infested with mosquitoes that I couldn't stop scratching myself like a flea infested bitch. It's like I couldn't even concentrate on crying as much as I wanted to! Haha.
Okay, I made the whole affair sound like some joke but no, truth's that it was devastating, seriously. It stinks to know you're unhappy and it stings to know it's cause of me. Never felt as lost as now for all the times in my life I've not measured up. It got me so wired up, so depressed. But y'know, it's okay if you made me cry today just as long as you make me smile tomorrow. (:

The hurt dissipates each time you make me feel blessed...

And amazingly it'll be all worth the while.

I feel like drinking now, for some unknown reason and I have creme de cassis hanging on my mind... Haha. It's mild and bittersweet but more sweet than bitter, definitely a lady's.
Truth be told, I've never enjoyed the stronger stuff and I still can't appreciate beer. Nope, not even hoegaarden. *shrugs*

I'm so outta work now! I'm sick of my plastic cosmetic girl job. The only thing that keeps me going? Freebies! But in a way it's bad cuse I won't be able to afford luxurious skincare after I quit. Bahh. What am I gonna use then?!
I AM BORED!

Did I say that my air-con broke down?! It's so oh-my-fucking-god hot now and all the heat and boredom's making me grouchy! /:

//kiss me, thrill me
x o x o